after so long....

almost 6 months i quit blogging... many things changed...so do ppl around me... i've change alot too... wheres the real me?? i got no idea... sometimes its just too cruel to realise something that u shouldn't know... I rather be a happy kid that know nothing...but still... I never expect all tht frm you...which i trusted so much and so closed... drawing a line between u and me is not a wise choice definitely... but its so tired to pretend nothing happened and talk like how i used to be... you'll never realise actually u r hurting me... since u always wont accept criticism...

幸福,其实可以很简单....
最近大爱花花草草:)

圣诞到啦～！！！
但只想宅在家。。。哈哈
隔了2个月才回来，感觉妹妹都变了～
婷婷，你也太会讲话了吧？？！！（有被吓到）==

时间真的过得太快了，又年底了～
今年大家都为学业个忙各的，保持联络的朋友真的少的可怜。。。
『自我检讨中』。。。hmmm

最近很爱看旧照片～这证明我老了吗？？
哈哈哈～管他的。。。
虽然现在也已适应新环境～
但我还是很想念在学校无忧无虑的日子啊～～～～～～～～～～
嗯，还有独一无二的女校生活 =]

whole new start~

went to KL about 25 days...and i m back now =p
still rmb that da 1st day i went into the clas...
a small shock to me...
coz i m the only chinese ><

so.....
i HAVE to speak in eng...which i rarely speak last time...
and i think my eng are bad anyway...
my roomate is an indian too...
so everyday i kip talking in eng....except whn my mum call me><
and i realise my mandrain got weird slength==
omg ==lll
at 1st quite not used to take ktm and LRT all that...
like rusa masuk kampung...>___<
but nw i managed to go here and there...haha...

ohya,this is the 1st year i din plan to celebrate my bday...
coz not with my family and frens...
but my classmates gave me a big suprise....
really thx to u all...=]

going to enjoy my one week hols...
my home sweet home...
but no motivation to study...
and having D.T right after holidays...==
yishhhhh~!!!
thats da worst part...

what if....==

just cant believe tat i m going KL 2mrw...
awwwwwwwww...
hope everything will be fine...
pheww~

Disappoinment...

为什么和我预料的一样？
我没决定时，就冷言冷语～
你自扫门前雪的感觉令我觉得什么朋友都是假的。。。

我低声下气问东西，你回复的一点也不客气。。。
唉～
当我暗地里下定决心。。。
觉得其实没什么好留恋，果断为自己作出决定时。。。
你才来给予意见，变回以前的你？？

态度的转变上令我觉得很不安。。。
觉得我对你的信任太高了。。。
现在起，我要一步步把墙建回去。。。
要建得更稳，更高。。。

:(

为什么什么都不顺啊？？？
刚看戏看到一直哭。。。==
借此发泄情绪。。。
很讨厌啊～烦到不行。。。
烦死了！！！
可恶。。。
连学车都要受气 T^T
我如果真的说什么中什么的话。。。
早知就多说一下自己了。。。
唉～白痴。。。
总之，我有预感。。。
我最后一定死到很难看。。。
自讨苦吃！！！